I started my period last Saturday. This is exciting because I am scheduled to do a frozen embryo transfer (FET) this month. But, it was kind of a bummer because I had thought I saw some very light lines on my home pregnancy tests this month. Here is a picture of one below.
I know some people may be like - I don't see anything. But there is definitely a very light blue line that came up within the window. I can see it clearly here. I also got some light lines with Equate brand pregnancy tests consistantly. But, none of the pink dye tests (FRER; early-pregnancy-tests.com brand) came up positive.
I can tell you - thinking that I might be pregnant really made the weight of struggling with infertility (even secondary) apparent. I was really happy thinking this might all be over and that I actually got pregnant naturally - for the first time ever.
But, then, my period came. A day early even and that dream was shattered.
My conclusion is that I either had a chemical. Or, Clear Blue Easy and Equate give false positives. I'll never know. All I can do now is turn my focus to this month and pray pray pray this works.
I will admit, I am feeling a little nervous. I am hopeful and I know there is one person who is going to be like "just relax" - easier said than done, friend. It's a lot. I have been preparing for this since my last transfer failed in Febuaray. I had been preparing for my February transfer since the end of July. So it's been a year that I have been preparing for this. I also had surgery and have been really strict with my diet for almost a whole year. Not to mention the regular acupunctire, therapy and massage to stay healthy and sane. And, now we are just a couple weeks away.